Lost my SPECIAL POWERS

For those who barely know me, everyday, I will do 2 things:
1) check facebook
2)go to class( weekdays)

the rest, well, truthfully i totally forgotten about it. Let me share you my latest discovery of 'shereen & problems'. I think Im a zombie, i remember very little of what I do everyday. For example, 'bgn pagi gosok gigi, cuci muka, lalala~' so on, so on, then i go to class, hear the lecture then SUDDENLY! its tomorow! ok2, menipu sangat lah itu but I hope you get my point kan... kalau tak dapat tuang keluar sedikit air dari kepala anda, ok! hahaha. Actually my main point is that I HAVE LOST MY ABILITY TO STUDY!!! Like just now, rite... I didnt indicate the word 'revising' or 'studying' above because everyday, I FAIL TO STUDY! hahaha. (ok, seyes skit shereen..)
The funniest part is that I just realised that I havent been studying for A YEAR...(tipu sangat la kan tapi lebih kurang la- sila buat2 paham) impressive yet! =PpP
So, satu hari itu, aku cuba ingat2 balik, so to trace what I do everyday, I jot down my actions every hour.. but beforehand I already planned la kan my schedule.
Eg:

1.00pm = study calculus
3.00pm= cuci baju + gosok baju ( saja nak tunjuk rajin. hehe)

And then tak buat pun in the end... hurmm...

And when I tried STUDYING, after 15 minutes, then masa itulah sharon came into my room, chit chat2 dahhhhh mengantuk.... sleepy d... then i went to SLEEP.( i don't blame my sharon)

However, Im going to make a POINT right here, right now, at this very moment that every counting minute after this that I will use and utilize my precious TIME to study, fisabilillah!!!

Wish me luck, teehee~
ps: i've identified my problem, have you identified yours? Don't wait till the last minute until someone goes up to u and says" man, u got some serious issues!" and at that time you don't have a clue what the heck izit you problem!! Hhahahaha All the best beb! xD

reflection of the mirror

one fine day, i was looking at the mirror in tipah's room, as usual, pusing-pusing,

then, i realised, my tudung was "labuh", and i'm wearing a 'jubah', then i stopped pusing-pusing.

i rushed to my laptop and went thru to find other pictures of me especially the ones from 2007.

'aik' i said, "bukan dulu i penah swore not to wear jubah ke?' what happened? apakah?

then things began to make sense, i was changing, becoming someone better in the eyes of Allah, that was the first time i really saw the CHANGE in me, just recently.

i asked myself, it is too soon?

sincerely i dun know the rate of change that I'm going through...

my family obviously don't like it.

macamane eh?

Tatkala aku berdoa~

Dan aku berdoa, ya tuhan ampunilah dosaku,

what about the 'others'

Ya tuhan, aku bersyukur aku seorang muslim,

why don't u spread ISLAM then?

ya tuhan aku bersykur dgn nikmatmu,

why won't you SHARE your fortune?

ya tuhan aku berlindung dari godaaan syaitan dan api neraka,

are you sure you're going to heaven?

ya tuhan, berilah aku kejayaan di dunia dan di akhirat,

do you knoe the true meaning of 'success?

ya tuhan kurniakan aku zuriat dan suami yang soleh,

are you a solehah?

ya tuhan biarlah hari esok menjadi lebih baik dari hariku ini.....

did u make the best out of today?

Amin...

Ayat2 yang sering ku ulang tatkala berdoa, baru hari ini aku betul2 mengerti maksudnya

Islam is a religion that requires its worshipers to THINK, so start thinking my Muslim friends..

Panduan 'kita' untuk isk... sila2...xD

Kandungan ISK

Isi kandung:

1)Sunnatullah di alam ini.

2)Sains sosial dan sains tulin

3)Sejarah Nabi-nabi yang panjang.

4)Jahiliyyah..jahiliyyah….. apa tu jahiliyyah?

5)Muhammad saw telah turun dari Gua Hira’

6)Mekah dan Madinah

7)Khulafa’ al-Rasyidin tanpa sains !

8)Umayyah yang cekal

9)Abbasiyyah yang tenang

10)Kita berada di kemuncak !

11)Salib primitif dari Eropah

12)Mongol merosakkan segalanya.

13)Kita tersungkur, mampu bangkit semula?

14)Othmaniyyah mencubanya….

15)Salib datang semula.. kali ini lebih gagah

16)Mana iman, mana mujahid?

17)Mustafa Kamal telah melakukannya..

18)Siapa akan melaungkan azan?

19)Mana Imam dan makmunnya?

20)Apa peranan kita?

*Aisha took this from pak cik salam's blog. For our reference, to make a difference! Insyallah~ xD

The song in my head~ la la la la

*gambar tiada kaitan..teehee!

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan tolong panjangkan umurku

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba masaku
Ku akan memohon
Tuhan jangan Kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut Dosa yang terus membayangiku
*Instrumental*

Andai kutahu
MalaikatMu kan menjemputku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku Menangisku bertobat padaMu

Aku manusia
Yang takut neraka
Namun aku juga
Tak pantas di surga

Andai kutahu
Kapan tiba ajalku
Izinkan aku
Mengucap kata tobat padaMu

Aku takut
Akan semua dosa dosaku
Aku takut Dosa yang terus membayangiku
Ampuni aku Dari segala dosa dosaku
Ampuni aku Menangisku bertobat padaMu

Andaiku tahu~

i have a family.

consists of me, my mak, my baba, my akak, my abang.

U ada family, I pn ada.

but, i tak nak family that cries of sadness,

i tak nak family mum and dad gaduh- gaduh depan their children

i tak nak try to avoid going home as if home is the last place to go

i tak nak the family breaks apart, shouting to each other, blaming one another over nasi tomato

i tak nak shut myself in my room, staring at the wall, hearing shouts and cries from downstairs,

i tak nak people talking loudly, walking in front of me when i'm praying

i tak nak dengar spouses cursing each other 'bodoh' or 'stupid' cz dat is inappopriate

there's alot of the things that i 'tak nak' to happen in life, but the main thing is that:

i tak nak go through these things ALONE.

u mesti tak nak ur family like this, i pn tak nak

u ada family, i pun ada...

tapi Allah ada, Allah brought me up, care for me, and gave me a new family: thecore6.

Aisha nak family that cakap baik-baik to each other.

Aisha nak family that supports me from behind in everything good i do.

Aisha nak a family yang tak pentingkan 'achievements' but trusts me, respects me

Aisha nak family that tak tidur malam worrying about me

Aisha nak family that reminds me of Allah every minute of everyday

Aisha nak family that loves me because of Allah

Aisha nak alot of things in life but most of all
Aisha nak FAMILY that will hold my hands, never let it go, in whatever situation, as I walk in the lane of dakwa'.... xD
ps; hopefully i could meet Allah in heaven to say my 'thanks' to Him for giving me this 'family'.
Syukran jazilan ya Rabb!

Discovering T.R.U.T.H during unxpected times

I just came back from Cameron Highlands and discovered 'meanings':



1) Tawakal : is when Shereen feels when the bus almost hit two lories. It was raining and

everyone was puking inside the bus.



2) Learning: when Shereen stops looking at hazwan's mole and focus on how hard he is trying to

make the pmms a success.=PpP



3) Experience: when Shereen heard the incredible story of a chinese woman( mr.hassan's wife)

revert to ISLAM.



4) Manners: when Shereen forgot to say 'thank you' to the indian couple she asked to take

her picture and then kene marah from mr.hassan and mr.izwan. boohoo~



5) ISLAM: when Shereen realises that she can be closer to Allah even when she is having

fun in cameron. xD



ps: life is unexpected, unexpectedness: is when shereen feels about things that had always been said yet not LEARNED.

teehee~